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I Let Them Do Their Worst to Me

CharlotteDeep Last Updated:Aug 03.2026

She invited a packed online lobby to do their worst to her, and they took the assignment personally. Between the non-stop intensity and a chat room working together to break her, she ended up completely paralyzed on her floor

I'd been planning this for a while honestly. Picked a spot on the floor with my back against the wall, TV right in front of me playing some dumb action movie because I needed background noise or I'd overthink it.

All my toys were charged and ready to go. Lush, Hush, Gemini, all set to max. And then the star of the show, the mini Xmachine, sitting on a little table right in front of me like it was waiting for its moment.

Took me like ten minutes just fiddling with positioning and making sure everything felt right. Grabbed water, grabbed towels, because I knew. Once I felt settled I opened up the remote link.

My lobby description was basically "come in, do your worst, see if I tap out." Not subtle.

People showed up fast. Some of them were chill about it, keeping things rhythmic, almost gentle? Like they were testing the waters. And then there were the ones who clearly came to destroy me. Full intensity, no buildup, just straight to 100 and holding it there until I couldn't breathe.

The weirdest part was watching the chat. People were forming little teams. Some would let me recover for a second and then someone else would just crank it back up immediately. They were egging each other on. I started sending voice notes so they could actually hear what they were doing to me which honestly probably made them worse.

I think I lasted about an hour? Maybe a bit more. My body just hit a wall. I shoved everything away, turned off the machine, and just lay there trying to remember how breathing works.

Everything hurt. My legs, my chest, just all of it. The kind of exhaustion where you can't even reach for the water bottle that's right next to you.

I haven't done it again yet. But I think about it a lot.